I had a whole fun post planned out, telling all about the wonderful things I did. But then not everything goes as planned.
Today I woke up to the worst news I could not even expect.
I lost a very dear and close relative, my Aunt. I was in denial. I wanted to scream and cry at the same time. All I could think of was how just recently I had spoken to her and she comforted me that she was O.K. But she wasn’t.
It hit me hardest when I called my friend, (we’ve known them since I was six or seven years old) sending my condolences for her loss. Her cries were heart breaking, and made me realize the pain I am feeling is minimal compared to hers. The loss of a mother is like losing a part of your heart.
I keep thinking about her. She is in my every childhood memory. She was a special woman. A woman of strength, compassion and love. Endless love.
I cannot write this post without tearing. Words are nothing compared to the loss our family has just gone through. I want to do nothing. Just want silence.
Pray. Pray. Pray.
It is He Who has created us, and it is to Him we shall return.