Love. Prayer. Silence

I had a whole fun post planned out, telling all about the wonderful things I did. But then not everything goes as planned.

Today I woke up to the worst news I could not even expect.

I lost a very dear and close relative, my Aunt. I was in denial. I wanted to scream and cry at the same time. All I could think of was how just recently I had spoken to her and she comforted me that she was O.K. But she wasn’t.

It hit me hardest when I called my friend, (we’ve known them since I was six or seven years old) sending my condolences for her loss. Her cries were heart breaking, and made me realize the pain I am feeling is minimal compared to hers. The loss of a mother is like losing a part of your heart.

I keep thinking about her. She is in my every childhood memory. She was a special woman. A woman of strength, compassion and love. Endless love.

I cannot write this post without tearing. Words are nothing compared to the loss our family has just gone through. I want to do nothing. Just want silence.

Pray. Pray. Pray.

It is He Who has created us, and it is to Him we shall return.

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One Response to Love. Prayer. Silence

  1. ad says:

    Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi rajioon.

    it’s never easy to lose someone so close. my prayers are with you all.

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